I've been thinking for a while now that I just want to take a hiatus from dating.... Thinking about dating, dating in general and worrying about getting a date, having a date or keeping a date....
Ever since I started thinking about taking a hiatus (the last 2 weeks or so) I don't think I've had so much fun since like college.... Its not all about finding someone and getting into a relationship.... Its about having a good time and whatever happens, happens....
I'm just burned out on trying every method I know of and failing, time and again.... I'm not good at taking rejection.... Never have been.... And failing at ANYTHING just doesn't sit right with me, which is one reason my dating life has frustrated me to to no end...
But on the other hand, can you take a hiatus from something you haven't done much of lately???? Go from a dry spell into a hiatus? Is it just a matter of choice? Or not.... I'm not 100% certain.....
While thinking about taking a hiatus though I also go to thinking about something else....
People (I don't know which people I just know some people say it) that when you find 'the one' there will be this instant connection.... Like you'll just 'know'.... But what if (for whatever reason) you find that connection with someone but its a totally random situation?
Like sitting in traffic and flirting with a person in the car next door?
Or in a store, meeting someone's eyes and feeling like you've been struck by lightning and then your phone rings and you HAVE to answer it and watch them leave without speaking to them?
What if your connection is a missed one?
Thats it for the moment I think... I really need to get ready for work now...
Later.
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